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Sunday, September 24, 2006

6:37 AM

ok.
this is to my darlingg who refered to me as.?
A DOG.
(:
ok dear.
you just dont get it.
do you.?
gees.
for someone as SMART as you are.
YOU should have gotten the picture by now.
you say WHY do people stick with us IDIOTS.?
or farkers.
your pick.
(:
anyway.
you wonder do you.
why people hangs out with US and not YOU.
well.
wonder no more baby.
cause im gonna tell you why.
you say we're farkers and all.
and that people hanging out with us is STRANGE.
but thing is.
your wrong thinking that way.
cause.
we're not the farkers.
most likely you're the one.
think about it lurhhs.
do you hear people complaining about the 4 of us.?
like.
they're so bitchy.!!
or.
such farkers.
doubt it right.
maybe from yuzhen or something.
or someone I'VE offended.
i have totally NO idea.
so.
whatever.
you dont do you.?
and do you hear people saying YOU'RE one.?
bet you dont know.
anyway.
dont get angry with me and all.
saying im FARKING RUDE
or being no mr nice guy.
by writing about you.
but heyy.
i didnt mention your name did i.?
(:
anyway.
yepp.
let me tell you the truth about this little case.
its most of your attitude thats pissing people off.
and you know.
you said you thought i understand.
yes you're right.
but not until you said xinyi was a teeny weany..
WHATEVER.
that totally pissed the hell outta me.
well yea.
i admit i cant just say that.
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO LOST THE EARPIECE.
I KNEW IT I KNEW IT.
i know i cant say that cause.
I WASNT THERE.
and we've got no proof.
so at that time i didnt talk to you cause xinyi didnt want me to.
now i know what you're thinking.
you must be thinking that.
amanda's such a DOG.
well yea.
you can say that.
cause i followed what xinyi asked me to yea.?
but you know what.
thats what friends should do.
give in.
thing is.
HUILIAN HAS BEEN YOUR DOG.
do you know.?
friends should give AND take.
not just TAKE.
like you.
thats why i know you seriously dont understand.
the meaning of giving.
thus saying we're ALL dogs.
yea.?
anyway.
yes your attitude.
i've heard alot of things about you.
but i've never really believed them at first.
cause you're so nice.
yepp.
maybe only in me and caroline's view.
but you offended so many others.
i cant help but to believe it.
that you're so MEAN to huilian
which was totally pissed EVERYONE.
( cause huilian didnt realy mention to us earlier )
and edmund's case.
that made.
AIIYA.
made everyone angry also lurhhs.!!
yea.
but i bet.
you have no clue on whats going on.
yes.?
well yea.
its obvious.
anyway.
what im trying to say is.
change your attitude.
THINK FOR PEOPLE.
dont THINK for yourself.
now i bet you must be thinking.
SIAO ONE.
you have no rights to say me.
well.
you know.
this are people's opinions.
cause YOU cant see YOURSELF.
people can see YOU.
you wont know your bad points.
cause you always think you're right.
EVERYONE is like that.
but why are some people nicer.?
thats because they listen to people.
when people say they are unhappy with someone.
that someone might either think.
WHAT IS SHE TO SAY THINGS ABOUT ME.
and the other is.
I SHOULD CHANGE.
well.
which one are you.?
most likely the first one isnt it.
and you take it as people are scolding or insulting you.
think about it.
if you insist you're right.
and many others tell you about it.
what does it show.
does it still show that people are scolding and insulting you.?
think about it baby.
and just for your information.
i didnt write this to INSULT you.
after reading this i hope you'll understand.
WHAT is an INSULT.
and WHAT is NOT.
and yepp.
you said we're lucky that we didnt end up in the hospital
and blah blah.
well.
dont crap talk alrights.
if you wanna take us on then bring it on.
no one's afraid of you.
and.
dont call me a dog.
its a total INSULT that it came from you.
(:
cheers

love,
the DOG.


Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, September 11, 2006

8:10 AM

ahhh.
I FINISHED MY HW.
YAY YAY YAY.
but.
now online lerr.
no one to play o2jam with.
):
ohh wells.
haha.
I SHOULD TAKE A BREAK.
everytime play until
MY ROOM MOVES.
.............
ok..
yea.
my eyes needa BREAK.
oh and.
YAYAYAYA.
V3 V3 V3
i lurve that song ~~
hmmms.
will host it if i know how to
^^"
AND LET YOU ALL HEAR.
ahhh.!!!
ITS SUCH A GREAT SONG.!!
>.<.!!
hehe.
ok.
im SOOO mad over that song.
..
OH AND.
EDMUND KWEK.
you'll never become better than me ~~
haha.
i hope
^^"
haa.
you're always wanting to win me in games lorhhs.
=.=ll
gees.
ohh wells.
anyway would be waiting for the day you'll ACTUALLY BEAT ME.
^^
haha.
good luck to you.
(:
and.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL LEOW ~

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, September 09, 2006

10:07 AM

wahaha.
V3V3V3
omgmgmgmg.
I LURVE THAT SONG.
but i suck at it ALOT.
gees.
keep playing O2JAm.
haha.
homework also dont want to do..
im soooo stuck.
social studies was like.
@.@..
i didnt listen to teacher.
totally regret
zz
anyway..
maths...
at least HALF of the paper i cant do...
A MATHS.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
CANT DO ANYTHING.
wow.
haha.
ohhhh wellllsssss
yeppp.
hmmms.
i really enjoyed playing with ryan and wj.
xD
haha.
of course.
I WILL BEAT HUILIAN DERRR.
(:
and...
xinyi and edmund...
jia you lorhhs (:
BUT.
i not happy lehhs.
EDMUND SAY MY DADDY EASY TO BEAT.
say that HE CAN BEAT ME.
hah.
he soooo underestimated me.
anyway.
im done trashing him.
(:
booyea.!
daddy i avenged you
(:
love ya
^^
haha.
FREAK OUT TO THIS DADDY.


AHH.
a really cute blogskin
(:
Skin 1
haha.
but its kinda kiddy
^^"
hmmms.

Skin 2
NICE.

Skin 3
this one is REALLY NICE.
i wonder.
i think i like black and white ALOT.
=.=ll

Skin 4
black and white too but..
so sad
T.T..

Skin 5
VERY NICE.

Skin 6
HAHAHA.

Skin 7
nice but small..

Skin 8
lol.!!

Skin 9
VERY NICE.!!

Skin 10
very weird layout..
and whats with the bombs
oO?

Skin 11
AHHH.
I LURVE THIS ONE ALOT.!!

Skin 12
NICE.
but sad.
=.=ll

Skin 13
something similiar..

Skin 14
nice (:

Skin 15
VERY VERY NICE.
xD

so far..
this much.
HAHA.
this is a note to myself.
(:
at least later i dont need to fret over which skin to change to.
in the future
xD
haha.!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

11:07 AM

YEA
today was STUPID.
went out for a movie.
WITH XINYI.
yea.
er...
watched.
MONSTER HOUSE.
ohh my god.
ermm..
its okay larhhs..
but not enough trills.!
AND.
THE PLOT SUCKS.
yea.
i mean.
HOW CAN A HOUSE MOVE?!
yea.
it would be creepy if it does and all.
but erm.
yea...
lame plot.
zzz
haha.
anyway..
today was STUPID.
after the show.
i held my coke bottle.
and i didnt know it was DRIPPING.
and it TOTALLY stained my shirt and BAG.
T.T...
WHITE SHIRT.!!!!!!!!!!!
oh wels.
and yea.
went to clean up.
blah blah.
AND JUST WHEN I THOUGHT IT WAS OKAY.
i placed it in my bag AND IT LEAKED.
AGAIN.!!
argh.
went to wash AGAIN.
and.
(:
IT STAINED XINYI'S WHITE SHIRT TOOOOO.
wahahahahahaha.
(:
that made me happy.
xD
haha.
ok LAME.
yea.
today isnt so bad.
GOT YOUR PRESENT CAROLINE
(:
show me that dumb face of yours when you recieve it k.?
lurve that face
(:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, September 02, 2006

7:07 AM

i dont know what to say here at all.
just sooo..
everything..
is just making my heart break smaller and smaller.
soon it'll be just this.
.
just that dot left.
AND IM GOING TO DIE.
lack of oxygen.
blood.
or something..


Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;